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Fits & Starts

by Melissa Phillips

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1.
Centralia 03:23
Centralia Friday evening town hall meeting I swear we're down to nine Sunday morning St. Ignatius, the smoke is on the rise And the boarded windows, buckled streets Lonely storefronts empty, incomplete Just a shadow of another life another place, another time But I'm not leaving this is my home I raised three boys here, their kids are gone and grown You can take away my numbers but that won't change a thing I'm not going but this town is still vanishing You can call it stupid and stubborn I prefer strong-willed I've been here for forty years now below this burning hill You may wonder just what keeps me here wonder why I fight for all these years but my Mary she's still here with me she's everywhere, in everything I see So I'm not leaving this is my home I raised 3 boys here their kids are gone and grown You can take away my numbers but that won't change a thing I'm not going but this town is still vanishing
2.
On The Verge 03:41
On the Verge It's just below the surface and I'm always on the verge If I say it now, can't take it back But never mind, I lost my nerve I borrow this and mismatch that, never cared that much 'til now what once was hard is easier I make excuses anyhow There's nothing to be seen you haven't seen before Nothing should surprise you anymore There's nothing to be seen you haven't seen before From me, from me I feel I'm treading water, moving forward feels so slow I say I'm willing, say I'm ready But you know it's all for show There's nothing to be seen you haven't seen before Nothing should surprise you anymore There's nothing to be seen you haven't seen before From me, from me I'm all talk and no action Pretty soon you're gonna catch on And realize I'm barely getting by All these days I'm none the wiser Left to my own devices, I am running out of time It's just below the surface and I'm always on the verge... There's nothing to be seen you haven't seen before Nothing should surprise you anymore There's nothing to be seen you haven't seen before From me, from me
3.
Fits & Starts Can I fit all this in just one bag Pack the car again be on my way Tell myself, 'This time I'll get it right' Turn off the lights, turn in my key Sent my resumes out last week Tell myself 'This time I'll get it right' You'd never know because I never let it show I just save it all for later But all I have is written by this hand And it never leaves the paper I live this life in fits and starts I wait and see, it comes in parts I do my best work in the dark I live this life in fits and starts Settle in and make a go of it I'll never know unless I stay a bit Tell myself, 'This time I'll get it right' I live this life in fits and starts I wait and see, it comes in parts I do my best work in the dark I live this life in fits and starts You'd never know because I never let it show I just save it all for later But all I have is written by this hand And it never leaves the paper The sun is shining, don't forget your coat They always layer here, the locals know Tell myself 'This time I got it right' I live this life in fits and starts I wait and see, it comes in parts I do my best work in the dark I live this life in fits and starts
4.
So Young 04:24
So Young I've got this scar on my knee from rollerskating down the street that summer we were 9, and 6, and 3 Skinny kids with sunburned feet we were the neighborhood plum thieves palms stained pink from the pomegranate tree They packed us up and we were leavin' she came along and we were even like a true love match for you and one for me We were so fearless, the dark would never scare us no one could ever catch us, we used to be so young We were so careless, no matter who'd remind us no one could ever find us, we used to be so young 'Don't you let that screen door slam' we were always on the lam we rode for miles and ran so fast we couldn't breathe Wore our bruises like a badge made the best of what we had We never knew what we were missing They packed us up and we were leavin' she came along and we were even like a true love match for you and one for me We were so fearless, the dark would never scare us no one could ever catch us, we used to be so young We were so careless, no matter who'd remind us no one could ever find us, we used to be so young Somehow we're standing in your yard your babies pulling on your arm We shake our heads at all these days And she's a city girl now he's building houses in town I'm out here living on the Bay We're not so fearless, sometimes the dark does scare us time always reminds us, we used to be so young We're not so careless, life always reminds us, time it always finds us, we used to be so young
5.
Your Heavy Heart The way it's coming down now You'd think it never rained before And all of your darkness Brings the wind and blows these storm clouds across my floor Oh your heavy heart is starting to break Oh you're giving up before you realize all that's at stake I know I can't make you see what you may not know you need But there's only so much I can be You try and pull me under 'Cause misery it loves some company I'm waiting out this thunder There's more to you than what this storm will let you be Oh your heavy heart's had all it can take Oh you're giving up before you realize all that's at stake I know I can't make you see what you may not know you need But there's only so much I can be The way it's coming down now You'd think it never rained before
6.
No Matter 04:17
No Matter Too many voices Nothing said I wanna hear Did you know they all thought you were wrong? But I learn the hard way, and I like to take my chances And I knew you weren't mine all along But no matter, you were right there But no matter, you were right then And you never held my hand And you never stayed the night But you drove so fast, with your hand on my knee and I held on tight So much second guessing Let me take it from here They all knew soon you'd be moving on But I knew it too, and I don't like to waste my time And I knew you weren't mine all along But no matter, you were right there But no matter, you were right then And you never held my hand And you never stayed the night But you kissed me hard in the hallway, and I held on tight And you'd never hold my hand And you'd never stay the night But you drove so fast with your hand on my knee and I held on tight

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Produced by James DePrato

Engineered by Jason Carmer at Electric Studio in Berkeley, CA

Mastered by John Greenham

All songs written by Melissa Phillips (Penny Candy Music/BMI) except On the Verge written by Melissa Phillips and James DePrato (Dipsongs/BMI).

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released October 18, 2012

Melissa Phillips (vocals)

James DePrato (acoustic guitar, mandolin, banjo, dobro, harmonies)

Max Delaney (acoustic and high-strung guitar, harmonies)

Danilo Lopez (percussion, drums, harmonies)

Kevin White (electric and upright bass)

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Northern California based singer-songwriter Melissa Phillips is known for her compelling vocals, nuanced and intimate performances, and candid song craft.

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